New Song called Destructive State by George Hentu
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I'm in a destructive state
I cannot love and I cannot hate
I wish this nightmare would be over
Cause I am tired of losing people for no reason
My words get sucked by the demons in my head
I am chained and my powers are drained
I cannot make a difference between good or bad
I am losing my entire mind.
I'm in a destructive state
I do not care if you die
I'm in a destructive state
Get out or I'll kill you myself
I would rather spend time with my walls
Loneliness understand me better then you love.
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Do not touch me, I don't want to hurt your heart
Do not come closer, please save your life
You need to start running because I cannot hold it together anymore
It is me , it is my fault.
I tried to be the good guy, hopeful for love
I tried to keep my smile , to not let it fall
But I guess it is not the time for me to feel
It is time to quit dreaming and start screaming
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I'm in a destructive state
I do not care if you die
I'm in a destructive state
Get out or I'll kill you myself
I would rather spend time with my walls
Loneliness understand me better then you love.
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By George Hentu
Why Have I wrote this song ?
As you all know music means everything to me so I wrote this song because today I had a revelation.
I wrote Destructive State because I had to find a way to deal with falling in love with this girl.
It is the first time this happened to me and I feel disgusted by myself.
It is the first time this happened to me and I feel disgusted by myself.
I am a gay guy so I never felt like this and trust me it is not a good feeling.I like her and that's it.I guess there is a first time for everything.
But, that is not the case because I will not proceed further.I know who I am and she knows that I am gay so this is so weird ....you can't even imagine.
Anyways I hope you like the song and let me know if you ever experienced something like that.
But, that is not the case because I will not proceed further.I know who I am and she knows that I am gay so this is so weird ....you can't even imagine.
Anyways I hope you like the song and let me know if you ever experienced something like that.
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